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im back..

2005-01-31T16:09:00.000+08:00

hmm..welcum back adir!! haha..well..didnt update my blog cos of sum matters..the bz ness of life n the nonsense of mind..wat the heck?? haha okok..serious..got many probs in life now..it relli sucks! but still, IM THE MAN!! haha..see im still crazy as i am..yeye..wakaka..i guess tats it la..wanna talk abt wat happen in life too long might as well i keep 2 myself..so if i have the mood ill post ok chickees..see ya!

broken smile

2004-12-09T20:06:00.000+08:00

woke at 8am, took a bath n straight went to liyana's house with alfi at pasir ris..wat??things had not been packed??(liyanas' moving to outram)..help her n her mum to pack e things..wow!!had running nose immediately..sniffing e dusts..haiz..nvm abt tat..movers came at 11+ to 12..ate the things to hunt down to lorries..2 movers 4 2 trips!!

wont u pity for a family with a mum, a sis, a lil bro n a babygerl staying in a 1 room n 1 hall..?divorced 4 twice??went in to see e kitchen, it was so small as our toilets,infact,SMALLER!! went in e toilet, it was like in a prison!! i felt like crying sia..a nice family had to go thru all obstacles n lead a painful life..imagine u r in their shoes, wat would u feel??siallah!! from a 4 room flat to a 1 room flat..rent summore..haiz..life's very hard 4 them..deep inside i wanted them to stay but with their problematic matters, i should understand..wanted 2 give some help, im a guy with no cpf..still skooling..no jobs..went back with alfi, farhan, cik mala n her couzin with taxi..she sent me home..i relli felt like angry n mayb cannot accept e fate tat brings them..both my bestfrens r moving further n further..but im glad tat i still have my dear..may god give them happiness towards e future n lead them to a straight path..relli sad isnt it?? haiz..dunnola..i guess i need sum rest..

lame sak

2004-12-07T17:36:00.000+08:00

went to east coast with farihin, burger & ah so..first thing met them at tamp intrchge..straight took bus 31 to parkway..reached there, SO LAME!! juz e teachers n matreps from ite bedok..

lepak at the water breaker for an an hour then went to macdonalds n EAT!!waste of time n money..got bbq but the food is juz for an ant..sien sia..then met botak, is topi an wan gigi there..went back 2 bbq pit n juz took a bite on a chicken wing n satay..the mee is like rubber sia..so hard to chew..!! wahlau..half an hour later took bus from parkway 196 to bedok int..is, farihin,botak,wan n ah so went to town & i accompany burger to tamp..wanna go town but no mood sia..took 69 head to home & here i am.....dunno wat to do..later goin 2 meet alfi n dunno who to lepak..tats my life..haha..adioz..see ya..roger n outz..

gonna rock 2day

2004-12-07T01:26:00.000+08:00

wat a cold day 2day..freezy men..hmm..juz came back from coffee shop with alfi,zul & taufiq..had a long talk cock..we talked abt ghost,ilmu & abt our past..our sec sch life..haha..tats really called "cocky"..wakaka...zul with his hip hop style..makes me laugh sia..haha..imagine a tall guy wearing loosy shirt n pants..hahahaa..kutuk dia rabak2 siak..serve him rite..a joker with stupid brain..haha..sori 2 say tats me..wakaka..hmm..2day going to east coast got bbq pit with ite east students n teachers..muz b happening..gonna rock all day 2molo!! ;)

so tiring

2004-12-06T01:01:00.000+08:00

wah..came back at 12+am juz now..so tiring..my fren moving house..previous house was so small but yet the things like having e condo house..i was so damn wet..so long never weighlift..my backbone was like going 2 break into two sia..first thing after finish moving i help him to fill in water in e tank..wahlau..his tank can fit in 5 babies sia!!went back home,took a bath n here i am..

im a bit happy 2day cos my darling juz msg me..hehe..juz saying good nite n a kiss..so sweet of her..haha..well..i hope u will b o.k soon..thanks a lot dear..hmm..im too tired 2 type long2 so see ya next time! roger n outz..

thank god got hindustan

2004-12-05T15:01:00.000+08:00

halo frenzies..hmm..2day quite okla..not so boring..got hindi movie..haha..anyway ive repaired my blog oready..haha..nice rite?wakaka..earlier i was told to go to my couzin's house by my mum..open house..but then got hindi!! cannot miss sia..n more im lazy 2 go out..haha..only me n my grandfather at home..he asked me to cut his nails also im lazy..haha..tis is an example of a good grandson..huahauha..sawan..slept at 4am yesterday..so boring..hp was silent again..haiz where's my dear......god plz at least make her msg me once..haiz..be back!!wanna see hindi movie!!!wakaka..cauz..roger n outz..

damn im so boring

2004-12-05T01:33:00.000+08:00

damn!! 2day almost 10 times i log in and log off & 10 times switch on and switch off my cpu..damn so boring sia!! tv no good movies..no stories..juz wrestling..haiz..n my hp also so so silent these days!!! wat a life!!! wanna go out feel like so lazy n if i do, where to go?? ishk!!! irritating sia!!! maybe 2molo planning 2 go cinema..ALONE..crazy me..ive been lying on my sofa, drinking my root beer,smoking n "haizing" all day long.."god bless me plz.."

at last

2004-12-04T13:19:00.000+08:00

called my dear earlier at last she answered...since u wanna b alone at the moment and rest ur mind, ok i understand but i relli hope it wont b for long...dear,if u have any probs plz tell me i would b here to help u in wateva way...well...i love n concern 4 her...hmm...juz hoping notin bad will happen to us...woke up first thing at 11 started to search my hp for msgs or kols from my dear...i was relli damn worried...yesterday relli had a bad headache worrying abt her...i hope 2day i wont take medicine...my mum shouted juz now "where the panadols gone?"i answered "in my stomach". kena fuck up n down from my mum sia.."da nak mampos kape kau?" haiz...all bcos of tis stupid migrane i had...

as usual..everyday life...boring...no plans....i relli miss my dear lots n lots...everyday smoke n smoke n smoke...like father like son...no ciggarette,ask my father...my dad no ciggarette,ask 4 me...haha...without my cpu i dunno hows life gonna b...more miserable...tats it 4 now frenzies...see ya...

back again

2004-12-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

woit..im back..haiz..so boring..so mendak..after eating i felt more giddy..took 3more panadols..still e same..damn!! 4+3=7..7tablets a day...lucky im not dead...haiz...............lifes so boring..no job...skool closed..skool open also very boring...my sis's frens came n e house was in a mess..dunno where to go tis is e onli place i could..online msn..blogs..friendster..tat is e onli thing i could do at home..so lame...ishk!!! my hp is silent e whole day!!!!! damn!!!!argh!!!!! tats all la... no more words to describe my boredness..

where r u

2004-12-03T19:24:00.000+08:00

its been almost a week or can say more then a week my dear didnt call me..i wonder wats going on..where r u?????? msg no reply...calls rejected...i feel tat sumtin is wrong but WAT IZZIT?? whole day at home having migrane...its really irritating & it really hurts!!!!!!! luckily its not often...juz had a 3hrs sleep still in pain...panadol no use...eat 4 also cannot sleep long...haiz...where is my dear...??????y is she silent..????well juz hoping my hp will b blinking a msg or a call from "Preityzinta"... i save her number with tat name... WHeRe R U?????????

budaks2 setan came my house after having soccer game n my mum cook 4 them sia...wen i ask 4 my mum to cook for me guess wat she says?? "tau masakkan??pernah jadi tukang masakkan??pi masak sendiri.." damn wat a loving mum i have...well...tats all i tink 4 today..cant take it sia..need sum punching on the head..adioz..

WeLL..wAt Do U sAy..?

2004-12-03T02:17:00.001+08:00

cOmMeNt$???

pOsInG aT hOmE oN rAyE

2004-12-03T02:17:00.000+08:00

sIdEvIeW

aT lAsT i sMiLeD

2004-12-03T02:16:00.000+08:00

bU$iNe$$ mAn

a lot to cope

2004-12-02T14:16:00.000+08:00

well..many things in my mind to settle with..had a big fight with my gerl lately..i juz dun understand y n y tis is going n going on..sorry to have said all tis dear..i juz dun have anyone to let go of my feelings so tis is the only place i could place it..i couldnt have settle things over with u n tats a question which is always in my mind n y izzit i cant do it..am i in e wrong? am i juz sensitive? am i too hard on u? do i have no mercy? i relli hope tis will stop one day n we could carry on lively...well...wateva it is i think n forget...no worries...hmm...i hope she understand wat im talking about...dun feel disturbed k dear...its juz sumtin 2 b said... luv ya...

now at home doing notin...farking boring to death...liyana coming my house later with her sis syiqin...gonna bite syiqin hard...haha...she's a baby...very cute, chubby, adorable...wonder wen im having a baby...haha...singing song now..."she's hot"(raggae) like hell..until my grandfather woke up...wakaka...serve him rite...

aT tAmPiNeS zOnE 5 RC

2004-12-01T23:46:00.001+08:00

~iTs Me~

nOt PhOtOgEnIc La..

2004-12-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

~$miLe~

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2004-12-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

~$eE WaT $eE~

wItH mY lOnG hAiR lAtElY

2004-12-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

~rAmBo~

sInGeR wAnNaBe

2004-12-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

~wOw~

dUn StArE aT hEr OK!!! sHe'S mInE!!!

2004-12-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

~mA dEaR~